I've been feeling discomfort and sick for the past 2 weeks already. I have seen my GP for my lower back pain and he just gave paracetamol to ease the pain. I AM NOT CONVINCED. I just took one tablet and ignored the rest. Though I tested negative when I took the HPT, still it didn't lose me hope. Yes, I'm TTC (again). I've been hoping and praying for me to get pregnant again since my failed 1st pregnancy. It was really devastating and depressing. One of the most down moments of my life.
Despite of it all, still I didn't lose my faith with THE GREAT MAN ABOVE.
I started living healthy and got rid of my vices, alcohol & nicotine. I've been telling to myself that the next time that I'll be meeting my partner, I know it's going to be the right time.
April 27, I flew to Singapore with all my hopes and prayers. My first few weeks didn't turn as I was expecting it. It was quite miserable. My expectations were very high. I knew that somehow it was also my fault.
But God has been good to me and to us. Tuesday, May 22, soon as I reached home. I took the HPT right away from the plastic bag, went to the bathroom and tested my urine. The HPT showed (+) positive.
THIS IS IT!
I AM PREGNANT AGAIN!
I knew it!..I know God has better plans for us.
Psalm 37:4 Delight yourself in the LORD, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
First HPT
May 22, 2012
Second HPT
May 23, 2012